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I e-mailed Heather yesterday (or I suppose it was the day before yesterday now...) to say that I could not host our annual Christmas gathering this year as I was supposed to do. I just don't have the strength right now to face them.

It was hard enough seeing them six months ago, and pretending everything was okay, when it was painfully obvious that everything was definitely not okay. I mean, of course I wasn't okay.

I'm still not okay and I'm fucking tired of pretending that I am.

It still hurts.

Damnit.

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