Feeling: so horribly sad
Random Thought: Why?
Music: ......

*sigh* I had written an entry, but I was disconnected when trying to post it.

Now, I'm just too drained to repeat myself.

My father died today.

I've never known such shock, such grief. I ache all over. And the pain is unbearable.

It's not right. It's not fair. But there's nothing I can do.

Except cry harder than I ever have in my life.

My mother is cleaning incessantly. It's almost neurotic the way she's going about it.

Silver has asked me to be strong for her, but I don't think I can. I'm barely holding myself together here. I'm a fucking emotional wreck. How am I supposed to be strong?

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