Feeling: Sad.
Random Thought: None.
Music: None.

Bah. I just did something really depressing. I wrote my final wishes. >__< No, it's not a suicidal thing. *snorts* I don't have the guts for something like that! It was actually done out of fear. I'd attempted to do this once before (in the midst of a panic attack *rolls eyes*), but I never finished it. And it's been bugging me ever since.

I realized that if something happened to me, a lot of the people that I know and talk to everyday... well, they wouldn't know by way of traditional, word-of-mouth/the-ultimate-phone-call/the-door-knocking-you-never-want-to-hear sort of way. They'd have to receive a letter or e-mail about it.

Sad, but true.

So, I made a list of names/contact info, along with some instructions, and I sealed it up. It's done now. If I do have to rest, I can do it peacefully, I suppose...

I hope it won't be opened until I'm old and gray, though. Maybe 80-something? Psh. Knowing my family history, I'll see 65 if I'm lucky, but I do want to hang around as long as I possibly can. ^_~

I think I'll go out and find a life tomorrow...

Oh, wait. I can't. I have a final exam to take. >__<

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